I've been thinking. I've had issues with my college decisions and things. Hopes and dreams that haven't worked out, etc. The thing I've come to realize for this instance personally, is that I'm taken care of. It's a hard and yet calming realization. Though I might lose some dreams, some goals, I have been blessed. Regardless of what happens my college is free and clear. I have an assured job after I get out. My needs have been met my dreams haven't yet. Maybe that will come with time. Maybe it won't. At least I have more than I could ask for. God's answered, maybe not in full, but the entirety will come in time and for now I'm content in His providence.